so the thing is...

for sale!

2006-07-24T16:08:22Z

for sale!

maxtor 20G IDE harddisk - rm 40
maxtor 80G IDE harddisk - rm 120
kingston 512MB DDR - rm 100
kingston 256MB DDR - rm 60

ym! : chaqxxish
email : chaqxxish@yahoo.com

a night of fun turns to tragedy

2005-12-09T20:26:24Z

i went out to hartamas with azfar and leey. met up with azfar's friends there. there were jas, azam, kimal, rizman and faizal. although it was my first time meeting them all, they were friendly and it didn't feel awkward talking to them. we were there from 11.30 to 2 am.

before we headed back home, we hung out at kimal's car for a while. continued our chit chat. then me, leey, azam and azfar headed to azfar's house for a while. that's when rizman called and informed us that they had an accident at taman tun.

it happened in front of petronas, before the u-turn to go to ttdi. kimal gave a signal to turn right. but there was a celica behind him, and the driver was driving fast. it was a corner, so i suppose kimal didn't notice the car. the celica gave him a high beam, but it was already too late since the car was already behind him and kimal was more than halfeway to the right.

so the celica banged him, and it dragged kimal's wira with it. the celica ended up with his right side on the divider. kimal's right window was cracked. luckily he had it tinted, so it didn't smash. god knows what would happen then. both rizman and kimal was okay.

it turns out the driver was drunk.

but here's another one. azfar parked his car behind a patrol car, and azam was standing at the back. then there was this car, we don't know what the hell was his problem. drunk too, maybe. he was driving fast and almost hit azfar's car, so he skidded to left, and then he skidded again to the right. then he cursed us for that. wtf? you shouldn't be driving fast when you were drunk, asshole.

then there was a police. he was driving a waja. i think he was off duty. suka-suka hati je park in the middle of the road, blocking traffic. and he scolded the passer-bys for parking at side of the road. at least we didn't block the road. he didn't even come out of the car to check. all he did was boss around and yelled somemore, and then he left. bastard.

and i took pictures of kimal's car, because azfar wanted it. but he had to move his car, after that drunken asshole almost hit it. there a lot of busy-bodies there, but hey, that's malaysians to you. so there was a group of malay boys behind me, when i took the picture. and they said "kecoh betul, pintu kemek sikit dah nak amik gambar". i didn't bother to look at them, but i raised my voice so they can hear it and told them "haih.. at least aku ambil gambar kereta kawan. daripada orang lain, sibuk je kat sini".
then they kept quiet after that. serves you right. you're the busybodies, not us.

kimal's dad came and kimal and rizman had to make a police report. and that's the story for today. i am going to drive defensively from now on.

oh by the way, i'm getting a new car. weee~

/pif /pif

2005-11-30T18:31:50Z

THIS IS A HATRED BLOG. READ WITH CARE.

sms #1 : "***** nie, what wrong with u.. This is not u. If i make any mistake why dont u tell me. I dont want any troble between us. If you dont wanna talk to me call or msg me to let me know.. I calling u twice did u hang up..What is all about. I like u to know that u are tha only one i like to give my love to..That all.."

sms 2 : "Hie, ***** here, i betul2 bornig dah lame x dgr suare u, bleh x kite jadi cam dulu, sentiase happy, u yg buat i happy u now that.. hrp i bleh bersabar tunggu u..."

sms 3 : "nak bls kat hp ni, my battery flat"

as if i have an unresistable urge to reply. now tell me, what do you do when you have a... stalker(?) who doesn't seem to get the hint? or who just doesn't seem to get it although you've shoved reality to his face? numerous times?

first of all, we've only known each other 2 days before halloween. that's exactly a month. bley kite jadi macam dulu? what the hell is that suppose to mean? how "dulu" is "dulu"? like when we were teammates in charge of the halloween decorations? yeah i'm all happy at that time but at that time i don't intend to have anything to do with all of you after that. it was a favor from a good friend, and that was that.

hrp i bleh bersabar tunggu u.. you want to wait, then go ahead. i'm not putting my life on hold for you. plus i'm in a relationship right now, so don't expect that i'll make any move. and yes, mmg tak kemana because oh, i'm in a relationship.

I like u to know that u are tha only one i like to give my love to.. am i suppose to fall for that? if it was apis who said that then yes, maybe i will fall even more helplessly in love with him. *sigh*

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i don't have anything against you when i first knew you. but i started to get annoyed when you start calling me 3 fucking times a day, sms me to tell me where you are, what you do, what you're going to do, who you're with etc. you expect me to report to you the exact same thing. you want me to call, but you really should be glad that i even bothered to sms. but even if i did, you'll go like "apesal u tak call i?"
hello? it's pretty much up to me isn't it? i don't do that with apis, and i really enjoy the freedom he gives me. so exactly who are you to make me do those things?

not to mention, you're pushy. when i said i don't want to go out with you, which part of the sentence that you don't understand? when i tell you i can't go out because my mom won't let me, why don't you just shut up and be done with it? why is that you have to come up with what to say to my parents and STILL BLOODY PUSH ME? why is it that you want to come over to fetch me? the only boys allowed in and out of my house without questions are my schoolmates whom my mom had known for years, ok? and i really don't care how you and your ex's mom "connect". as far as i'm concerned, i don't want you to call my mom "mak" or "ibu". my mom is my mom, and she won't be called "mama" from some other guy that IS NOT married to her daughters, do you get that?

what about all this shit saying that you'll punch by boyfriend if he treats me bad? is that suppose to make me think of you as a hero? for me to like you? just how sure are you that i won't hate you more if you do that? i'll tell you now, if you ever threaten him, and i don't care of what reasons, i swear i'll hate you for the rest of my life. and as for my ex, yeah he just got up and left me. yeah i hated him for a moment, but shit happens. i moved on. i didn't have any intentions to beat him up, so why are you so worked up? and again, what makes you so sure that i won't hate you for punching him? yeah, he's an ex. so? he's still my friend. we still keep in touch. we don't have grudges towards each other. you don't have the right to punch him as you wish.

keep this in mind : i am not your girlfriend. you tell me you "bukan macam tu", so what about telling everyone at your workplace "awek i masuk hospital"? don't you have pride? MY boyfriend was embrassed. on your behalf.

so yeah, basically i'm irritated with you. and yeah, for the time being, i don't want to have anything to do with you. at least not until your obsession goes away.

shasha told me to stay away from you. there's always a reason when she forbids me to do something. and i don't see why i have to go against her this time.

my lump?

2005-11-26T14:18:42Z

i just got out of damansara specialist hospital. i had an operation to take out a lump in my right breast. it's been there for quite some time, but i've only realized it about a few months back. the operation only lasted about an hour. i'm fine now, except that i can't move my right hand so much. hospital food's not that bad either. but i had extra food from my friends hehe

here's a few pics of the lump. it looks a bit disgusting haha. it's shaped like a brain (that's what the surgeon said) and it's quite big. it terrified me a bit when i thought of that lump being inside me and growing. =_="

8 hours before the surgery, this is what we did :

car crash or eaten by sharks?

2005-11-17T15:50:26Z

so i was having this conversation with a friend of mine, zul, about our preferred way to die. he prefers being eaten by shark, and let's see why..

zul : if im cut in half, i want it to be at d mouth (hands ?) of a shark
zul : not behind d wheel
me : i'd rather be behind the wheel....... i think
zul : r u really sure?
zul : kena telan jerung la best
me : kena gigit2
me : and your skin tore in half
me : then they eat your stomach, chew it first
me : while swallowing it, u're swimming in a salted water
me : mesti sgt pedih
me : then they come back and eat somemore....
me : nasty............
zul : wen u put it THAT way
zul : sakit la skit
zul : but takpe
zul : more dignified den dying in a car accident mah
me : and more glamarous, eh?
me : think of the fame
me : you'll be in the news, the papers, magazines, reader's digest even, maybe
zul : dat wud be awesome
zul : esp kalau gambar nampak tangan ngan muka aku
zul : freeze frame
zul : detik sebelum kena telan abis
zul : gempak
me : caption : this is what is left of zulkarnain
zul : face it...deep down inside, we're ALL a little morbid
me : image : bits of your fingers and ears
zul : and an eyeball or two
zul : and a left testicle
zul : lol
me : a nose too maybe
me : hahahahahahahah
me : you HAD to!
me : shark : i dont eat male's private parts. *spits*

erm.. so, yeah.

tyres have this "thing" against me.

2005-11-14T21:43:13Z

it happened to me again.

only this time, it's not at 6pm in ttdi, nor was it at 9pm somewhere in cyberjaya. this is time, it's at 4FREAKING30 AM at NKVE! (the flyover from ttdi to bangsar, thank god). a punctured tyre! (dinie, amirul, charlie, go ahead and laugh)

i ran over a rock at puchong, on the way to cyberjaya. i thought i missed it, but i was driving's my dad's waja, and i couldn't estimate the lenght, so i accidently ran over it. i thought it was nothing, because there was no instant noise (like the kelisa would produce). and on the way back, it was fine too. but it was when i passed the bukit kiara's cemetery that it started to rattle.

stopped the car, switch on the hazard lights, and checked the tyre. it was too wrecked for me to get to bangsar. a few cars passed, but they didn't bother to stop. i don't blame them. i'd do the same. i drove, hoping that i could get back home in that condition, but i saw a petrol station up ahead. wee!

when i stopped, a proton saga had slowed down their car and drove to petronas. and they helped me out. thank god.

the screws were goddamn hard to take out. the guy was big and well-built, and plays rugby. he stood and jumped on the wrench and it won't budge. then there's this skinny lorry driver came to help, and he just used his hands to open the screw. way to go.

by 5 everything was done. phew~ i have to go to the workshop tomorrow and fix the bloody tyre before my mom finds out. argh! it's a good thing i stopped before i did any damage to the rim. god knows how much THAT is gonna cost me. now, i am going to cook nasi goreng and cherish this incident till the day i die, thank you.

get sick

2005-11-12T21:17:59Z

and at one point everyone stops blogging. hahaha!

i have a reason for not updating. i have a red left eye and it's burning and it keeps producing tears, which comes out warm, and burns my eye more and so it becomes even more watery. and somehow i can't look up or see bright lights or i'll start crying again. then because of the pain, my nose gets runny and now it hurts of too much wiping.

and for smoking too much (maybe............), i'm having a sore throat. so i had to gurgle salt water. and it's really not pleasant.

grrr......

but still, i'm in front of the pc though i shouldn't be staring at it. i still go out at night when i can't see the road properly. and i still smoke when i'm coughing.

i wanna get well soon......... *cough cough* need... water.....

maybank2u.com.my

2005-11-06T15:34:28Z

my trip from sungai petani to kuala lumpur took 5 hours and a half.
massive traffic and the weather's not making it any easier for us drivers.

but it was exciting. i drove on the emergency lane. it was fun being able to drive 80km/h when others were driving at, i don't know, 50km/h? but the fun ended when i was pulled over by the police teheheheeee. i was lucky the police didn't issue any summons (summons for driving on the emergency lane AND for not having a 'P' sticker).

then 10 minutes later i'm back on the emergency lane.

i'm just stubborn. *grins*

i've just registered with maybank2u, and i'm amazed. i didn't know there were so many things i can do with my money online. and the best part is i can reload my hotlink without having to go to 7-11. GILE BEST OK?? saya jakun, time kasih. habisla.. i'm going online shopping on ebay.

selamat hari raya and happy birthday pa

2005-11-03T16:35:52Z

first and foremost, SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYONE!! and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAD (his birthday is today and he's so proud of it because he thinks he gave malaysia, qatar and arab countries a public holiday. he's in qatar, by the way) and happy belated birthday to my baby brother, hakim (1st november)

well, raya didn't quite work out for me at first. i woke up late (on purpose heheh), so i didn't semayang raya. i ate breakfast, beraya with my aunt and grandma, then no one came, so i slept for about 3 hours? until 1 or 2. then worked on a vector (which i am still working on now).

then at around 4, i started calling my friends who's kampung is in kedah. called huzai (he's in penang), but he didn't answer. called balqhis, but she tak balik kampung. so i called azfar instead. he's in alor setar, and i told him i nak beraya with him. he, as usual, excitedly said yes. so i heret my cousin to alor setar. turns out nisa was there (nisa is azfar's cousin and also my uitm mate).

it took us about 30minutes to get there, or a bit longer because i took the junction to alor setar selatan instead of utara. then pergi we ate at mcdonald's city plaza (after trying to find starbucks, tapi tak jumpa hahaha). around 7, we headed back to sungai petani, but got lost again. i didn't know there was sungai petani selatan and sungai petani utara (damn these kedah highways). so we had to turn back. minah kat tol tu cakap to take the left lane, which we did, but ended up going back to alor setar. you see, from her position, it IS the left lane, but from our postion pulak, it's supposed to be right. damn her for not noticing that. and damn me for not looking at the signboard. so we took an extra 30 minutes to get back home.

reached home, terus main mercun. finished up everything we had and even had a competition with the neighbour (who can make more noise). naik geram so we decided to burn 2 mercuns at the same time. haha TAKE THAT!

che ap's girlfriend came over. so kena jadi driver and bawa the two lovebirds jalan-jalan around sungai petani. lucky me i didn't get lost. *grins* che ap's going to his girlfriend's house tomorrow at penang. if huzai's still there, then most probably i'll be going too.

anyways, here are some pics taken with azfar and nisa at mcdonalds.

sigh... i miss my apis...

mybluebottle @ 2005-11-01T22:32:00

2005-11-01T15:32:02Z

finally... raya is starting to feel like raya. why aa? because my cousins and i dah beli mercun weee~~~ but there weren't much variety; mercun gasing, mercun bola, mercun botol (?), bunga api, pop pop and some firecrackers. we only played half, sebab tak larat nak habis kan haha.

we took some pics, but my aunt forgot to bring the usb thingy, so i can't post pics. :(

then my aunt made me search about siti nurhaliza and dato k. god... i swore i almost had butt cramp just now. there were some pics of her and there's this one lady who claims to know my uncle from MARA. she sounded like she knows what she's talking about. what she said was true la.. dato k IS a playboy.

*shrug*

chatting with amirul. pergh. lame seh tak contact ngan die. nak paksa him to blanja me for a movie (he promised me!!) before he goes back to melaka.

tired somemore...

2005-10-31T15:59:11Z

so i've had my sleep after not sleeping for more than 48hours. it was only a 17-hours sleep, and i'm still sleepy and having a slight headache. what was i doing all the while? helped shasha out with her friday's halloween decoration. yeah..

i went out with my sayang just now. went to sungei wang because he wants to buy new shoes sempena hari raya. malat and jaja followed. oh guess what? apis yang bawak kereta huhuhuhu. i bought 4 tees from f.o.s. and apis bought me a tee from pdi. then belanja makan at teppanyaki. hehehe mwah! :x sayang die!

and now i am at my aunt's house at bukit antarabangsa. going off to kedah tomorrow morning. dang! raya this year is going to be so dead boring. no one's coming back. fuck.

yunus sms-ed and wanted me to come to fridays. i think he's drunk. ntah ape lancau yang die taip. this is the mabuk part : kalau u x g lagik rajix lapg tdg the curve jap.
i think he meant to say : kalau u tak pergi lagik, rajin la pergi datang the curve jap

=_="

anywaysss, brief recap of what had happened for the past 3 days :

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28.october.2005
started helping shasha. went off at 3 because i was having buka puasa with my schoolmates. fetched my sis from uitm, off to pick up dinie, then to kyreel's house. met almost everyone there then drove to friendster cafe at mutiara damansara. missed them soo much! from penchala link, salah masuk junction (thanks to adam), so i had u-turn at ou. but thankfully also to adam, we avioded the traffic at the kg penchala junction and reached there way earlier than leey and kyreel. haha!

met nash, syakirah and azfar there. all 3 had already started to eat. the buffet didn't look tempting, so i order nasi goreng tomyam and paid around rm10 cheaper than the rest haha!

we chatted, took pics, played uno stacko, took more pics, celebrated affe's belated birthday and kyreel's upcoming birthday. they a slice of chocolate cake each with their names on it. it was mad fun.

slept over shasha's house. didn't sleep. kutip daun kering and ranting-ranting from my house. went off to friday's the curve at 8am.

29.october.2005
helped shasha out again. went off at 3 again. watched goal with apis :x. met adam at the cinema. he was going to watch zorro. the movie was good. made me want to catch up with chelsea again (was a fanatic 2 years ago. forgive me, zul) there's this lady seating beside us, and she was so caught up with the movie that when there was a goal scored, she screamed too. apis was laughing at her. hahaha

went back to friday's. picked shasha, nani and yunus. turns out that shasha couldn't make it through the night and so is nani, so i had to send yunus back to his house. he wanted to collect some bricks for his "haunted castle" (part of the halloween decoration). searched around pj, then had sahur at uptown, then went to the curve to take the bricks to fridays. by then it was already 6am

30.october.2005
helped out lagi la. tired by then. helped yunus to paint some polystrene. caught him sleeping while cutting the polystrene, so he slept at one of the tables. i almost fell asleep while painting. yunus kena marah dengan jerry (one of the managers) then he went to my car to sleep. cibai.

i had free food from jerry :D i ordered a hamburger (so big) and a lemonade. wee~

reached home at 6pm, slept from 7pm until 2 pm today.

faints

2005-10-27T16:24:03Z

worked from 11 till 7. parked my car at bangsar's lrt station, took an lrt to kl sentral. crossed the road to monorail. bought a ticket to berjaya times square. rushed up the escalator, into the monorail. waited around 10 minutes for the train to move, but everyone had to go off instead because of power failure. stupid monorail. should've just drove to sungei wang. the traffic wasn't as bad as i thought.

had no money in wallet, but had to go back to bangsar lrt. couldn't be bothered to ask for a refund since i was in a hurry and there's a line at the ticket counter, waiting for their money. walked across to kl sentral, fished out rm1 and bought a ticket back to bangsar's lrt station.
*note : i was either walking real fast or running all the time

drove to starhill. got lost a few times thanks to taking the wrong junctions. reached there around 9. ate 2 burgers. maybe around 9.30 or 9.45, they all decided to go to wangsa maju. haha... so much for running around...

sent apis there because i wanted to spend some time with him, although i was too tired to say anything. i yelled at him in the car, i hope i didn't offend him. i really didn't mean to. :(
dropped him off, and went back home. felt bad for not hanging out with him and his friends.

so i guess by now you can figure out how bloody tired i am.
.......
but i wanna go watch apis jamminggggg!! *faints*

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now, make way for a survey that i nicked from friendster. i'm never too tired to fill up a survey, haha

FIRST thing you SAID when you woke up this morning :
"aida, don't switch off my pc." to my younger sister.

FIRST thing u DID when you woke up this morning ?
checked my computer to see if the mangas are already downloaded.

FIRST person you CALLED today ?
apis during my break. i miss him.

FIRST person you talked to today ?
my sis.

FIRST person you thought about today ?
apis.

FIRST song you listened to today ?
can't remember.... i was rushing to work because i woke up late and although the radio was on when i was driving, i was too anxious to pay attention :D

FIRST movie you watched today ?
none :D

FIRST Tv show you watched today ?
none.... =_=" i'm not a tv person

FIRST place you went to today ?
starbucks ou, sungei wang, wangsa maju, home

FIRST person you met today ?
met? met as in waving hello or stopped for chat? anyway, it's abg wan and annie.

FIRST person you hugged today ?
apis?

FIRST person you kissed today ?
apis.

FIRST drink you drank today ?
plain water. saya tak puasa sebab saya dapat mc XD

FIRST thing you ate today ?
tuna finger sandwich. delicious!

FIRST homework you did today ?
i have homework? *wonders*

FIRST website you visited today ?
friendster.

FIRST picture you took today ?
none.

FIRST thing you touched today ?
handphone. to check the time.

CURRENT clothes you are wearing ?
black shirt and red track suit

CURRENT homework you are doing ?
this survey. yes, i take it VERY seriously *nods*

CURRENT drink you are drinking ?
plain water. it's good for health. it says so in the radio commercials.

CURRENT song you are listening to ?
meetUncleHussain - mahkota

CURRENT hair ?
tangled up.

CURRENT smell ?
i dunno. sweaty maybe?

CURRENT online users on your msn list
20.

CURRENT mood ?
tired, but not sleepy

CURRENT desktop wallpaper ?
ragnarok online's character - male assasin cross. damn cun. got it from here

CURRENT people you are missing ?
+ apis. i always miss him no matter how many times i see him
+ shasha. i miss u la bitch!

LAST person you talked to ?
shasha. on the phone.

LAST thing you said ?
"i'll pick you up tomorrow"

LAST thing you did ?
... okay, this question and the previous question is kind of stupid, because i'm still not asleep, so it can't be considered last, right? .....
but if "last" means before doing this survey, then it's checking my friendster.

LAST person who called you?
apis.

LAST game you played ?
sims 2.

LAST thing you bought ?
venti mocha frap.

LAST person that msged you in msn ?
none.

LAST thing you touched ?
my mouse. to highlight and delete the previous answer.

LAST thing you ate ?
mcdonald's fish fillet

LAST thing you wish to say ?
sayang apis. :x

raya shopping!

2005-10-25T17:43:54Z

i love working in starbucks. period. i miss them so muchhhh! it was so much fun! met new partners, they were funny. kena buli :( i wanna work tomorrow, tapi dah full, so i'm working on thursday instead. then balik kampung :(

i can sense that this year's raya is going to be boring. most of my relatives won't be coming to kedah, but that's really okay as long as i get the same amount of duit raya as i did previously. heheh. i love getting lots of money (who doesn't? haha!)

but looking at the bright side, i get to go raya shopping with apis with his friends this thursday! at sungei wang. i'm trying to get them to berbuka at ou first because i'm working on that day till 7. i'm helping jenny to move out tomorrow. i have to go all the way to tmn melawati and face her idiotic and arrogant housemates again. they can all die and rest in hell, thank you.

oh, this friday ada makan beramai2 with my schoolmates, tapi kena balik kampung on fridayyy. gile spoil okkkk??? my grandma's coming on friday to pick me and my sisters up. ah fuck la. gotta call her and postpone to saturday la jawabnye... i haven't seen them for months especially liyana, khairil, azim, affe, azfar.. ahh sume laa!! (dinie's not listed because dah selalu sangat tengok muka dia kat cyberia)

lamenye tak update..

2005-10-24T15:24:50Z

went to watch sound of thunder. it tells a story about a scientist who went back to the past (prehistoric era). someone accidently stepped on a butterfly and when they went back to their time (2055 ooo), everything was different. apa kena mengena jalan cerita ngan tajuk tu, aku pon tatau. apis pun pening cube pikir kaitan tajuk ngan cite tu
the story line sounds creative, well, it is. but the dinosaurs don't look real enough? i don't know. apis actually fell asleep twice during the movie.

oh, my maid ran away. hahaha. and she didn't take anything with her. not her clothes, bags and not even her shoes. yerp, she ran barefooted. god knows where she went. i kinda pity her actually. i mean, where is she going? my other maid told me she had a cousin in johore. but that's like 3 hours away. we checked the phone, and she didn't make any outgoing calls, nor did she had any incoming calls. so where is she going? with no extra clothes to wear, and not even flip-flops, how is she going to survive the night? well, she will, but still.

i'm working tomorrow wee~ closing shift. so do come to visit me yeah? starbucks ou2 *gile promote*

aight then. nak masak nasi goreng. saya sangat lapar. apis pula pergi keluar melepak. nak suruh die tapau la.........

meng, mache, ijan

2005-10-10T20:00:22Z

just got back from bangi. went to dengkil to have sahur with meng and his friends, mache and ijan. haven't seen him for a few months, i kinda miss him. he hasn't changed one bit. except that he had a haircut and that he smokes regularly now. it was a bit awkward, i think. haha

aih.. lepas ni sahur lagi with my mom. buncit la saya~ i'm so sleepy.. i need work...... kena bodek my mom. aih......

mybluebottle @ 2005-10-08T21:22:00

2005-10-09T04:36:28Z

i just got back from Kedah. gile. went there yesterday after subuh and came back to KL after subuh too. i slept the whole day yesterday and throughout the journey back today.

i seriously need a life. i need my job god dammit!! i dont get it with my mom. what does she have against me working?
this is what i've been doing : i sleep at 6 and wake up at noon, and while waiting for buka puasa is either i play games or prolong my sleeping hours. and after berbuka its games until sahur. it's only been 5 days, but i'm already sick of the routine.

because i know i should be doing something more useful than staying at home doing absolutely nothing.

my mom?
god knows where the hell she went her friends. i dont wanna know where she went or whom she met or what she talkes about with her friends. she's like this gawky teenager after the divorce and it seems like i'm the one who has to take care of her. her friends are so gedik ok?

i want that kelisa. i want to go to work. and most importantly, i want my stepdad back.

now excuse me while take my shower.

mybluebottle @ 2005-10-02T22:18:00

2005-10-02T14:18:30Z

today was memorable. i guess. haha

i went to starbucks alamanda and stayed there for about 4 hours. read a book, talked to the partners there, sibuk tumpang diorang buat coffee tasting haha! dpt makan apple danish and apple crumble pie. and ruzaimi treated me to an iced blended lemon tazo tea.

then went to apis' house. main lineage. my character dah naik level 12 wohooo~ that's acceptable considering that i play lineage for only 2 hours a week, ok? later on tonight i'm going back to cyberjaya, nak copy lineage to my hard disk. then can play everydayy weee~

then on the way back from cyberjaya my tayar pancit. i've already noticed the flat tyre when i was at alamanda. i thought of asking the guys to help me out later on. tapi terlupa. nampak apis je terus lupa haha! luckily i hadn't got very far when i remembered about the tyre. called mirul, and the fella laughed like hell. while waiting for him, there was this silver satria gti with a couple in it, they stopped and helped me. luckily the fella knew how to change tyres hahaha. i really appreciate their help. ingat nak blanja them makan, but i had to rush back because my mom marah2 that i had a flat tyre. ntah ape2.

saya pergi gig!

2005-10-01T17:05:26Z

just got back from sending jenny back to her house. talked about work. everyone had a lousy day today. there were only 3 closing partners. there were only 2, actually, but khan begged jim to stay till closing. god, the store was a mess, and today was disastrous. jim cut his finger, thanks to the ice machine. then he broke 3 mugs and a plate when the bucker he was carrying slipped. even april who was always in a good mood had turned to a scary person. i felt guilty of leaving them all, but i promised apish that i'll attend his gig..

was supposed to go there with mirul, but the fella had to finish up his assignments, so i went zul instead. (you asked me to put you on standby!)

the gig was good. stayed there till the 6th band played only. had to leave early. i like rossu. i like ragamuffins too ngee. drummer ragamuffins sangat comel! and he played well with a strand of hair sticking out. haha bermain drum sambil memerhatikan keadaan sekeliling dengan hidung yang kembang. he looked at everything except the audience.

my kaki lenguh. and zul said he's going to belanja me mcd's sundae. and i want double cheese burger and fish fillet, ok??

dan saya sayang sangat sama itu drummer ragamuffins sayaaa lalalalala~

mybluebottle @ 2005-09-26T22:50:00

2005-09-26T14:52:07Z

uuuweeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~ pc dan streamyx sudey okkk

p/s: death by stereo rocks!

mybluebottle @ 2005-09-23T12:02:00

2005-09-23T19:08:47Z

my pc rosak. so this one guy we call "Doraemon" and "Charlie" is going to help out with my pc. at the moment, he's cleaning up apis' pc. and apis' keyboard SUX!!!! i have to press the "a" key a few times before the letter comes out.

anyway, when my pc's up and running, hopefully i'll be blogging more lah. HOPEFULLY.. (got a number of games waiting to be installed : world of warcraft, lineage 2, ragnarok, diablo 2, nfs underground 2, csi, etc etc...)

ahh.. i'll be busy. *grin*

oh and i love working in starbucks. i'm going to continue working there even when i've started studying. and i might be getting a new manual kelisa special edition ngeeee!

mybluebottle @ 2005-08-30T13:16:00

2005-08-30T05:17:36Z

i am now officially the new barista in starbucks one utama phase 2. *grins*

mybluebottle @ 2005-08-25T00:39:00

2005-08-24T16:53:17Z

hari ni... i woke up at 9, picked shasha up, had breakfast. and there's these two irritating guys who won't stop talking loudly and won't stop reading the newspaper loudly. woi, orang gi situ nak makan, bukan nak dengar kau bising pasal your work. so what if you're some corporate guy?? nak duduk pun nak kena tanye us kan? duduk aje laa. there's no reserved sign on the table, idiots. goddamn attention seekers. kalau nak buat lawak about you can't differentiate between macaroni and pasta pun, takyah nak melampau-lampau. there's no one who gives a shit about you making a lame joke and fooling yourself. GILA POYO OK??

aih.. asal aku bengang sangat nih? anyways.. dropped shasha off, went to cyberjaya and picked apish up. went to public bank in ss15 with hope to cash in his cheque, but it turns out that he has to bank in his account instead. hahaah gila hampa muka the fella. kept on staring at his cheque.
then jalan-jalan... lepak at cyberjaya's lake garden. then kantoi ngan police haha! gila malang nasib si apish ni. the police was just trying to find a point to bash us up. nak cari duit, standard aa tu. unfortunately, they got nothing out of us. i have my P sticker, i have my ic, my driver's license, both apis and i were eating cheezels in the car goddamnit, so what's with wanting to call jais? turns out the one of the cops was an indonesian. how the hell did that happen?

so then lepak at his house. main-main ramai-ramai hahaha! nak main lagi!

today is huzai's birthday. dah 19 pon! he's coming back next week weeeee! miss him loads! there will be a day when i will hang out with him and him alone. jom royan-royan!

oh, and amir, you're an asshole yourself. so just shut up. he doesn't belong to you, he definitely doesn't have YOUR name tattoed on his butt. so if he wants to hang out with me than you, it's really his choice. and it's really my choice to come over to cyberia. and it's really on HIS invitation. so just keep the angst to yourself ok? apis is mine as much as he is yours.

... demmit.. the ciggies are really getting into me..

mybluebottle @ 2005-08-22T02:18:00

2005-08-21T18:32:13Z

SCENE 1 : CLOSING TIME
i'm wiping the cutleries, shasha is beside me, melenggang. ivan (manager) is in the pantry. and so is shark.
+ + + ++ +
ivan : ey, tell me what i need to buy tomorrow for the pantry
shark : *lists things*
me : tembikai
shasha : shark, tembikai!
shark : *suara blur* tembikai..? tembikai.....
me : tembikai oii. tembikai dah habis
shasha : shark, tell ivan to buy tembikai. tembikai dah habis
shark : ivan, don't forget to buy tembikai. *then suara perlahan* whatever that is..
me n shasha : *terdengar* wahahahaha ko tak tau tembikai tu ape ke??
shark : *muka ketat* tembikai tu ape?
me n shasha : watermelon!
shark : oo ye keee. laaa aku ingatkan tembikai tu cam papaya
me n shasha : wawhahwhahhha!!! *start bahan shark* cube bayangkan if shark jaga pantry. then ada order jus tembikai. mesti die cam.. "erm... guys.. what is tembikai...? *korek korek chiller*" wahahahahaah

tu la.. duduk US lama-lama lagi

she gave me this :
God in heaven, god above,
please protect the friend that I LOVE.
Sent with a smile :-),
sealed with a kiss :-*,
I MISS my friend who is reading this.

lotsa luv, sha

i miss you

mybluebottle @ 2005-08-18T00:19:00

2005-08-17T16:20:06Z

apisang's grandma passed away today. sian apish..

mybluebottle @ 2005-08-15T00:05:00

2005-08-14T16:13:29Z

tadi gi dating ngan x__sashay kat tepi tasik kelana jaya sambil makan burger ayam ss3. pasang hazard light, pastu melalak lagu dewa - pupus.

today terrence had a bad day. he broke a side plate. then he spilled a whole jug of iced water. in front of the customers. god deng! i pity jian. he had to take care of the smoking area himself. he keeps running in and out of the restaurant with food and ashtrays and drinks. i never saw him looking that stressed out. i gave the poor guy a massage. dah la he had to buat closing alone. dah la terrence left just like that and jian had to do his work.

my left hand dah kebas. dah tak leh pusing-pusing. my head pening-pening. i'm missing apisang and amirul